I have been planning my death. I have taken out an insurance policy to take care of my family. I'm going to make it look like an accident. I just can't deal with this anymore....I'm so tired of pain. I just want it to end. And it will. I only have to make it 2 more months and I can finally be free..

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Jul 8, 2010 10:04 PM - Miscellaneous - by Almost dead

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Your life is so valued. You said you have a family, even if they are cruel sometimes and seem they dont care, they really do. I beg you not to take your life, you will feel so much better. You are one in four billion, you are you, a beautiful human being who has been strong throughout the suffering. But think, the pain you are feeling is awful, right? Imagine the pain others feel at your absence. Do you want them to feel that pain? Taking your life will not solve a thing. You have a soul, and that soul wants to stay within. Seek help from your soul, build your heart. You can do it. I promise. Life is hard, but you can make it beautiful. I promise. x

I can't change your decision, but I can tell you that you have reasons to live, one of which is that you don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, a day that could drastically change your life for the better, so instead of living lfe for today and hating it, live life for tomorrow, and I promise that in the long run you won't regret it.

also, www.givesmehope.com

PLEASE DO NOT END YOUR LIFE! I made an account just to comment, listen I know we don't know each other but you could be my best friend or my soul-mate so I will say it: I love you. I really do. I would feel terrible if you died. Please, please don't kill yourself because I love you.

1-800-SUICIDE. Call right fuckin' now. You don't deserve to die. I want you to get help.

I want to thank you all for your comments. They actually have made me thinking about my decision (I had to create an account to tell you all this) I wish there was a way to contact you all individually and thank you personally to tell you what your comments meant to me, but if you want to know I set up a new email account...setite1 at hotmail.

yea so dont do it!! u still there? you know to avoid pain, er the pain i mean is like stress from VERY stupid problems that you dont have to put up with. thats whats up with me! anyway what i know that works is put myself to use for goodcauses like cleaning the house, washing the dishes, or a challenge to try to repair sumthin everyone uses, or personally my favee is workout and run at the park . it makes me feel better. and when i really need to calm down i cry, its the natural way for a normal human to relax their emotions. thats my opinion on how to relieve the kind of pain i have!

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